You know, I was watching season five again especially the
last episode wondering how the hell is it possible some one killing my happy
memory without me telling any breathing soul when I got to the point that that
would be me who killed the memory.

But the truth is I don’t wanna believe it and even if I want
to, logically it is impossible. Don’t wanna bore you with those details proving
why it’s impossible since we all know them to the last piece (like what kind of
a lunatic would kill his wife and child and then gets obsessed with catching
the killer) but there are things telling you Red John is Patrick. I think it’s
a strong twist putting us all in such misery and dilemma deciding which way we
want to choose and which looks more logic to choose. God I like it and can’t
wait to see who this Red-John-guy is.

Something else I wanted to share with you guys and actually
ask you is that, sometimes authors leave the endings like this one to see what
really viewers think and suspect and stuff like that and then they decide what
to do and how to end the story and in this case who suits best for being Red
John. I mean I’m not sure if Heller has decided whom to pin the being-Red-John
thing on. I mean yeah he said Jane isn’t John but seriously guys have you
thought about it? What do you think?